Genuinely happy
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In 2019-2020, my life was like jugkir balik wkwkwkwkwkw faarrrrr faaarrrr away from my expectation which unconsciously affect my mental, emotional and physical health. But with that process, I could learn how to know myself better and be honest with myself. Grateful.
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Lately, I intentionally reconnect with my friends who gave me beautiful colors to my life. Maybe if I met them as “the old me”, w dah kena mental a.k.a nge down wkwkwk teman2 ku udah ina inu ina inu sat set sat set cepet bgt. Banyak hilal yg dah keliatan jelas….. Sementara idup ku kyk siput, kerja doang, ginigini doang, nothing really matters. Hilih
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Alhamdulillah after going thru those painful yet self transforming process, I could say that I genuinely happy with my own self and also genuinely happy for my friends. All those lovely people are beyond beautiful. Since each and every one of us has our own battlefield, we deserve it. Been excercising mindfulness in my daily life, I feel it like magic. How powerful actually your point of view could def change your reaction towards something.
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Asti, I’m so grateful that you’re currently at this point. Let’s keep going while enjoying the rains, the storms, the rainbows, the slows, the thrills and everything nice. Make the most of your life.🌻💫
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Biasa, waktu malam bagian overthingking karna kebanyakan minum kopi siang2, yhaa~~
